Rascal, 15 April 2021 to 28 June 2021My puppy. Suddenly sick yesterday afternoon. Spent night in vet clinic. Parvo. Died at 7AM local time. Took the picture SIX DAYS AGO Been crying all day. Can't stop. :( (1)
I Feel Like Shit TodaySometimes I just sit in my truck and blast a good song as soon as i pull into the driveway after a long day. Tonight was one of those nights. My feet are killing me. Maybe i should get better shoes. The dating pool here is fucking lame. I hate... See More »
I Feel Like Shit TodayGoing to bed is extra hard lately. Id rather stay up and listen to depressing music until my future husband knocks on the door with pizza and chicken wings and cuddles me to sleep
I Feel Like Shit TodayI remember this so vividly. My last lt boyfriend. We were laying in bed watching movies talking about life. This must have been last january. He started crying, sort of. You know that look on a mans face when he doesnt want to cry it just comes out.... See More »
I Feel Like Shit TodayPt3 I used to always have a boyfriend. Whether it was serious or just having fun together and wasting time together. Now i have zero desire to go on a date at all. I think after fucking around enough, its just no longer appealing. So thats another... See More »
I Feel Like Shit TodayPt2 Hobbies and interests? I dont find joy in doing the things i used to like to do anymore. Hiking. Kayaking. Shooting. Painting. Driving out to the beach just to lay in the sand with a book or to watch the sunset. My family is a mess. My brothers... See More »
I Feel Like Shit TodayIve quite effectively shut down every single opportunity to have a relationship thats been thrown in my face. Theres always a reason. I have a way of finding something wrong in every situation and letting it win. Im sick of my life. Where i live. My... See More »
