I Feel Like Shit Today

Sometimes I just sit in my truck and blast a good song as soon as i pull into the driveway after a long day. Tonight was one of those nights. My feet are killing me. Maybe i should get better shoes. The dating pool here is fucking lame. I hate everyone. But im really godddddamn horny. If it wouldnt cause any drama i know who id call but yeah ill pass on that save the drama for your mama. Sigh im horrible company lately anyway and should probably resume the hermit life til i pull my mental state together. I guess misery doesnt always love company because the thought of having to hang out and talk with someone sounds like dog shit. Why am i like this. Why is socialization such a gdamn nightmare to me. Sigh 🥺