I Feel Like Shit Today
Pt3
I used to always have a boyfriend. Whether it was serious or just having fun together and wasting time together. Now i have zero desire to go on a date at all. I think after fucking around enough, its just no longer appealing. So thats another lost hobbie. I want to find the one. And be in love and share my life with someone. But im so picky. And im so sick of going through the motions of getting to know someone and building that trust and comfort up. Rarely do i feel like i can be myself around someone. Im too insecure i guess. Anyway im sick of being alone but dont want to do anything about it. It feels impossible
I used to always have a boyfriend. Whether it was serious or just having fun together and wasting time together. Now i have zero desire to go on a date at all. I think after fucking around enough, its just no longer appealing. So thats another lost hobbie. I want to find the one. And be in love and share my life with someone. But im so picky. And im so sick of going through the motions of getting to know someone and building that trust and comfort up. Rarely do i feel like i can be myself around someone. Im too insecure i guess. Anyway im sick of being alone but dont want to do anything about it. It feels impossible
