I Don't See the Point
I can’t eat without thinking how fat I’ll be after the next bite. I can’t speak without thinking I’ll say the wrong thing. I can’t love without thinking they’re gonna leave. I can’t stop thinking I’m not good enough.
They say “love cures all”, “he’ll make you feel like a better person”, “he’ll help you remember your worth”. They say “you’re fine it’ll pass”, “things will be better tomorrow”, “everything is ok”
Tell me why no matter who I’m with I still feel huge. Tell me why no matter who I’m talking to i stutter or don’t make sense. Tell me why no matter who I choose to love I can’t keep them.
It’s my fears that drive people off. I can’t tell anyone what’s wrong because when they find out how often I feel like trash they want to leave. They think I’m too much.
I watch how often I eat. I limit how often I speak. I limit myself to the ones I love.
I am impossible. There is no purpose for me. Just empty space.
They say “love cures all”, “he’ll make you feel like a better person”, “he’ll help you remember your worth”. They say “you’re fine it’ll pass”, “things will be better tomorrow”, “everything is ok”
Tell me why no matter who I’m with I still feel huge. Tell me why no matter who I’m talking to i stutter or don’t make sense. Tell me why no matter who I choose to love I can’t keep them.
It’s my fears that drive people off. I can’t tell anyone what’s wrong because when they find out how often I feel like trash they want to leave. They think I’m too much.
I watch how often I eat. I limit how often I speak. I limit myself to the ones I love.
I am impossible. There is no purpose for me. Just empty space.
