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18-21, F
1445 views · 48 followers · Online: Weeks ago (date?)
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Who’s gonna have hope in me when I’ve lost all in myself?
18-21, F
2
5 replies
14 views
Jul 31, 2018
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Life
I Don't See the Point
I can’t eat without thinking how fat I’ll be after the next bite. I can’t speak without thinking I’ll say the wrong thing. I can’t love without thinking they’re gonna leave. I can’t stop thinking I’m not good enough. They say “love cures all”, “he’...
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18-21, F
3
1 reply
12 views
Jul 29, 2018
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What are ways I can convince my bf that there are better outlets than weed ?
I know a lot of people find it not a big deal but I really hate that he does it. It used to be “oh only sometimes” to “only on weekends” to “oh when I hang with friends so some week days” to everyday even when I’m with him. I can’t take it but I real...
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18-21, F
3
19 replies
40 views
Jul 23, 2018
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Seeking Advice
I Miss My Mom So Much
Hey Mom. I know you’ll never be able to read this but I just wanna say I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss your warmth. I miss how when you laughed you’d crinkle up your nose and all your teeth would show. I miss following you everywhere you went e...
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18-21, F
10
0 replies
6 views
Jul 21, 2018
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How do you get yourself to sleep?
18-21, F
1
17 replies
23 views
Jul 9, 2018
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Miscellaneous
I Feel Too Deeply And Think Too Much
When he touches me my whole body tingles. When he kisses me my heart races. Everytime he says “I love you” it feels just the same as the very first time he said it, I feel as if I could just float away. When he’s gone I feel lonely. When he doesn’t...
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18-21, F
7
2 replies
11 views
Jul 6, 2018
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He may have been abusive but at least he gave me attention and that’s what I miss
The guy I’m with now is great whenever he’s around but then he goes off and gets high and forgets about me. I don’t mean to be over sensitive but I want to be number one his weed should come last. My ex nvr did that....
18-21, F
3
7 replies
21 views
Jun 29, 2018
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Dating & Relationships
Higher estrogen dose birth control
About two months ago they upped my dose of estrogen in my birth control due to my pcos. Lately I’ve been so upset and feel so lonely. I’m not sure if this is a seasonal thing or if my pills are getting to me. I’ve really been losing my temper a lot t...
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18-21, F
2
3 replies
10 views
Jun 18, 2018
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Health
Sometimes I just wish somebody cared
18-21, F
9
6 replies
16 views
Jun 14, 2018
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Life
Nights like these I really miss snorting pills
Benzos have nothing on opiates :/
18-21, F
1
22 replies
19 views
May 31, 2018
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Miscellaneous
I Can Not Explain It
I understand I don’t speak at the right moments. I understand I’m not there as much as I’m expected. I understand I give up easily. I understand I am replaceable. If you’re tired of me I understand. I understand it because I’m tired of me too....
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18-21, F
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4 replies
10 views
May 29, 2018
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What can I do to make him satisfied with me ?
I know he likes me and all but I don’t think I’m doing enough or he would resort to other things for happiness. What can I do to make him more happy ?
18-21, F
1
16 replies
23 views
May 23, 2018
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Dating & Relationships
I Need to Vent
I don’t think weed is the problem with Zach. I think my only problem is that I feel like I’m under the weed if that makes sense. Like the weed is his ultimate happiness. When he has weed I have no purpose. I want to feel loved and wanted and I know t...
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18-21, F
3
2 replies
7 views
May 23, 2018
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I wish I made him feel as good as his weed does
Maybe I’m just overreacting
18-21, F
4
24 replies
33 views
May 23, 2018
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Dating & Relationships
I Struggle With Weight
Yeah sometimes I post my body on Snapchat like I’m super proud and confident but the truth is I hate my body. All those pictures are just good lighting. It sucks because I keep gaining and idk what to do. I can’t stop it. I hate eating so much but wh...
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18-21, F
4
5 replies
29 views
May 19, 2018
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What’s happening ?
So I have higher testosterone than most women. About a month ago I started a more estrogen based type birth control to up for dose in estrogen and balance out my hormones. I’m not sure if it’s just I’ve eaten a lot today but I feel huge and I’m freak...
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18-21, F
1
10 replies
15 views
May 19, 2018
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Health
I Miss My Mom So Much
Her touch was warm. She always smelled like some perfume or scented lotion. The smallest tattoo sat on her right arm. Just a turquoise green T maybe the size of the end of my pinky on her bicep. Her fingernails were always done and painted pink. Her ...
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18-21, F
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7 replies
17 views
May 19, 2018
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Any tips?
Kind of reallllyyyyyyyy wanna model but don’t know how to start and it’s just ugh lol anyone got advice for this situation?
18-21, F
2
11 replies
16 views
May 12, 2018
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Hobbies
My tummy hurts and I’m tired
Just not feeling work but gotta tough it out
18-21, F
2
9 replies
16 views
May 9, 2018
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Health
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