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I Have Schizoaffective Disorder

I'm sad again about my illness, it's coming between me and my extended family, such as my dad, my 3rd cousin and her boyfriend and my uncle, when they visit....It's a demon. I sense it, it plants impure thoughts into my head and images like bomb shells, I wonder if my family can sense what I'm sensing since it is a spirit, it makes me very uncomfortable to be around them. But I don't want to lose my family. It's like satan is picking off the people from my life one by one so that I am left completely isolated and alone with not a single person to love. I want to fight this but how, Jesus how? We all know how things ended with my old family doctor when this spirit attacked him, not my family too....

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rckt148 · 61-69, M

I am really tired right now so I will not make a lot of sense
But if you would like maybe tomorrow I can share with you how I went from having my butt kicked by the dark one ,just a fallen angel
To wearing my Fathers armor and now I am the one kicking butt

But getting Eph 6 is a good place to start ,,,understanding what the parts of the armor are

saintsong · 41-45, F

@rckt148 Thank you I am familiar with the armor of God, maybe I am just tired as well and it all just creeped up on me over time.......I will put on my armor of God when it comes to my family....But I have a question, should I tell them what's happening to me or not? Because the last time I told the person who was my family doctor what was happening to me he totally turned on me and abused me after that.

rckt148 · 61-69, M

@saintsong You are not dealing with flesh and blood ,but flesh and blood can be used as tools to hurt you ,,usually its only people we love that can really hurt us ,So take unto you the whole armor of God and Stand

We submit ourselves unto the Lord ,and trust ,don't be double minded

James 4:7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8 Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9 Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

saintsong · 41-45, F

@rckt148 Thank you, I just can't think of any strong holds in my life that this evil spirit could possibly have on my life, I am pure from within, I love my family, I have repented from my sins and been sanctified, and washed clean in the blood of Jesus, I fight my battles by praising God and worshiping Him, yet I still don't know how this evil spirit has come in and is causing me to doubt wanting to be with my family.....I love them...I refuse to be double minded and doubt wanting to be with them because of this evil impure spirit, I need my family and I don't want to be alone...I just don't know how it got in.

rckt148 · 61-69, M

@saintsong Sometimes we count the test all joy
Job did nothing wrong ,,God just knew he would remain faithful
So God basically hung him out for satan to test
You hold fast ,,your turn is coming

saintsong · 41-45, F

@rckt148 I believe that this is prophetic, the truest thing I've heard all night.