I Have Schizoaffective Disorder

@SW-User Thanks so much...God bless.

@saintsong thank you

@SW-User Mam she is not trusting religion ,she is trusting God
and sometimes we are tested ,but its never more than we can bear ,and when its over ,our faith is increased ,,
I spent 20 yrs being told by shrinks and doctors my pain was in my head because an xray said all was normal ,,,it didn't even show where part of my spine was removed in 1990 so they said I misunderstood that operation too .
But when finally a doctor going to shut me up once and for all ordered a full body MRI like I have been asking for ,,
12 bad discs ,both knees bone to bone ,spurs in both shoulders and an impingement in the right and the lower lobe of my left lung collapsed

Guess all the years of shrinks try to say I just wanted Narcotics was wrong
I could get better drugs from friends and family ,,,I was seeking help
My surgeon said I would need a revision of my surgery every 3 yrs
but the VA only heard pain and something for pain and that was it

Now they say they wish they had caught this sooner and its a shame I was made to suffer needlessly ,,,I have records now back to 1976 when I first complained and they said nothing was wrong then too

Now we are going to see who was crazy ,,I have ALL my records to show what they have put me through

@rckt148 Thank you, I just can't think of any strong holds in my life that this evil spirit could possibly have on my life, I am pure from within, I love my family, I have repented from my sins and been sanctified, and washed clean in the blood of Jesus, I fight my battles by praising God and worshiping Him, yet I still don't know how this evil spirit has come in and is causing me to doubt wanting to be with my family.....I love them...I refuse to be double minded and doubt wanting to be with them because of this evil impure spirit, I need my family and I don't want to be alone...I just don't know how it got in.

@saintsong Sometimes we count the test all joy
Job did nothing wrong ,,God just knew he would remain faithful
So God basically hung him out for satan to test
You hold fast ,,your turn is coming

@rckt148 I believe that this is prophetic, the truest thing I've heard all night.

@rckt148 @rckt148 I know the way I worded that may have sounded distant and cold. But when I say 'illusion', I'm not saying that in a negative way. Even something like an illusion can still be positive. I'm just saying that the idea of Jesus and the Devil being actual forces that control our lives is BS. Those two forces are nothing more than figments of our imagination. Jesus and the Devil are however we define it.

And seeing that the person who posted this was indicating that they're struggling with schizophrenia; my response was an attempt to help them find clarity on this issue. If I were to emphasize that Jesus and the Devil were real, could only intensify their problem.

@StrangeLife94 Happy thanksgiving if you live in the US
I will say a pray for you ,and mercy on the day you find out why for thousands of years Christians have been willing to die for our "Invisible Friend "
Maybe ,just maybe ,,we know something you don't ,,,naahh that couldn't be it
We all just suffer from schizophrenia .
Now I am left to wonder ,,how is it I am so lucky
Think I need to start playing lotto ❤️

@rckt148 okay...