I Lost Myself Somewhere Along the Way
I've been "lost" for years now; from January 2010 all the way up to now. I'm not the person I used to be, and it's not a good thing. I miss the Old Me, the First Me; I don't like this person I've turned into.
I don't really know who I am anymore, who I was meant to be nor what I was meant to do in this life. I've gone down roads that I should have never gone down and it's cost me a lot and still is, like some perpetual punishment with no escape. In trying to "find" myself I've lost myself completely. My life is just a mess, and I don't really know where to even start to clean it up. I have goals, I have dreams, I know how I WANT my life to be, but there is just a complete disconnect in how to actually get there. I'm just......lost.
I don't really know who I am anymore, who I was meant to be nor what I was meant to do in this life. I've gone down roads that I should have never gone down and it's cost me a lot and still is, like some perpetual punishment with no escape. In trying to "find" myself I've lost myself completely. My life is just a mess, and I don't really know where to even start to clean it up. I have goals, I have dreams, I know how I WANT my life to be, but there is just a complete disconnect in how to actually get there. I'm just......lost.
31-35, F
