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I Lost Myself Somewhere Along the Way

I've been "lost" for years now; from January 2010 all the way up to now. I'm not the person I used to be, and it's not a good thing. I miss the Old Me, the First Me; I don't like this person I've turned into.

I don't really know who I am anymore, who I was meant to be nor what I was meant to do in this life. I've gone down roads that I should have never gone down and it's cost me a lot and still is, like some perpetual punishment with no escape. In trying to "find" myself I've lost myself completely. My life is just a mess, and I don't really know where to even start to clean it up. I have goals, I have dreams, I know how I WANT my life to be, but there is just a complete disconnect in how to actually get there. I'm just......lost.

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Montanaman · M

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"Lost"

Somewhere along the way,

I got lost.

I'm a romantic, and romantics are not realists.

We tend to give ourselves to others without forethought,

without conditions, without malice.

-Naïve I know.

All I know, is that I am a good and decent man.

A true and trustworthy friend, I care about other's.

I have empathy.

I'm a lover, not a fighter-

But if you hurt or threaten those I love,

You're a goner.

I am good with a camera and lens and

I can create art, I can capture an image.

I'm an artist.

But more than that, I'm a writer.

I can write my ass off-

Just read my words and I bet you'll agree.

But somewhere, along my writing journey,

I got lost.

-Hold on a second, while I dig out my trusty compass.

I have to find my way again.

I cannot take time to worry about what other's think,

Let them get their own compass.

-So it begins.

-Kelly.

ozgirl512 · 26-30, F

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