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i have a deep hatred for Bakersfield Ca . i wish i could move away from this depressing dump . it is hell here a mere cesspool i have no luck when it comes to meeting someone i'd actually be interested in . most men here are insecure incels they are bitter and hard on the eyes . sometimes it feels like remaining single is much better than settling for any of these schmucks whom i despise . i hate this neighborhood where i currently reside in . it is filled with people of my race who i am ashamed and embarrassed by due to their dirty unruly nature . i wish i would get out of here soon this neighborhood is hot and depressing . the streets and littered and full of hobos it's like an apocalypse here . it's part of the reason why i have remained alone by choice the selection of men here is subpar not anything to choose from . this is my rant it's like the older i get i a can relate to Michael Douglas's character in Falling down . ugh i hate this hick / paisa town i pray god helps me leave this awful neighborhood i am stuck in . that's my rant today i am feeling more on the meh side today realizing how messed up things truly are .