I Am Scared

Sitting here at my desk at work and I just starting thinking about the fact that I have cancer. Even though they tell me it's very treatable and they expect a full recovery, I get scared sometimes. Because it's the "c" word and it's in my body. And then I go into a depression. I'm sitting at my desk at work right now and it's taking all my willpower not to start crying. Coming on here and typing this seems to help.