depression you sly b*tch [I Battle Depression]
Its 3:37pm. I have not eaten yet.
not for lack of being hungry....I just....dont have a taste for anything.
I bought KFC at 1pm.
Its still sitting unopened next to me.
dont get me wrong....Im not anorexic or bulemic.
This happens alot. its funny to say I force feed myself sometimes cause Im 5'8'' and like 165. I aint lackin' for food 馃槀
I just....cant, eat.
it smells so good but... I dont want it.
usually when this happens I smoke pot. its the only thing that makes me hungry.
but I guess it would be kinda nice to not eat much...I could finally be my ideal body weight.
Its just....not eating makes me feel a bit sick. a few hours now. just not enough for actual consumption.
I dont get it.
I just want to have healthy habits 馃檨. at least with food. I love food....when I love food.
and hate it when I dont.
not for lack of being hungry....I just....dont have a taste for anything.
I bought KFC at 1pm.
Its still sitting unopened next to me.
dont get me wrong....Im not anorexic or bulemic.
This happens alot. its funny to say I force feed myself sometimes cause Im 5'8'' and like 165. I aint lackin' for food 馃槀
I just....cant, eat.
it smells so good but... I dont want it.
usually when this happens I smoke pot. its the only thing that makes me hungry.
but I guess it would be kinda nice to not eat much...I could finally be my ideal body weight.
Its just....not eating makes me feel a bit sick. a few hours now. just not enough for actual consumption.
I dont get it.
I just want to have healthy habits 馃檨. at least with food. I love food....when I love food.
and hate it when I dont.