I Battle Depression
Today was a good day for me. I don't know the last time I had a good day. People that know me remarked on how different I was acting. I didn't even realize it until they said something about it.
I don't know why today was a good day. Nothing of note happened. My life is still a dumpster fire spiralling into a black hole. Of course that's not really why I'm depressed. Everybody has hard times and I know I'll get through it. I just mean nothing [i]good[/i] happened today that would make me happy.
Maybe my derpy brain decided to give me a break today. Tomorrow it will probably be back to how it normally is for me. Granted at this exact moment I'm actually hurting pretty badly. I read something on here in passing that got to me. It'll pass soon I know. But I can still feel that it's different from how I usually feel when that particular thing gets to me.
MDD sucks balls. But at least I had a good day. And that's worth a hell of a lot. :-D
I don't know why today was a good day. Nothing of note happened. My life is still a dumpster fire spiralling into a black hole. Of course that's not really why I'm depressed. Everybody has hard times and I know I'll get through it. I just mean nothing [i]good[/i] happened today that would make me happy.
Maybe my derpy brain decided to give me a break today. Tomorrow it will probably be back to how it normally is for me. Granted at this exact moment I'm actually hurting pretty badly. I read something on here in passing that got to me. It'll pass soon I know. But I can still feel that it's different from how I usually feel when that particular thing gets to me.
MDD sucks balls. But at least I had a good day. And that's worth a hell of a lot. :-D
36-40, T
