I Am The Other Woman

I love him so much.

I have a love for my husband I have an attachment to him but I have never felt anything for anyone like I do for this guy. When me and my husband were first together was madly in love with him, still doesn't compare to this. The love for my children is all incompassing it's around me it's in everything I do but it's not the same as this either. The love for my family and my friends it's different.

I'm not saying I love him MORE than my children, of course I don't. Can't compare it to that or the love for my family and my siblings .. They are just so different.

I love him as if he is a piece of me that I've been looking for forever. Like he is the one thing I have that shows me a reflection of who I am even the flaws. The things I can't love about myself I love in him it makes me feel like a better person just be known by him just being in his presence I feel better.

I only wish tonight he knows how much I love him and that he feels even a fraction of that for me.

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SoFine · 46-50, F

Your lack of self-worth is the pit that needs to be filled. If you have self-love then your children and your life are enough.
Know that in-time this again won't be enough, you will get board and find reasons to dump him.
You are empty from with-in, then you fill it with your OM, then maybe another one after that one.

missme · 36-40, F

There has never been another and there won't be.
Hope you have a blessed day

Peachy115 · 61-69, F

The NOWS are the ones whom are empty and crazy ... SOFine ,you think you know it all don't ya ?? Your just as crazy as NowH just in a calmer way ..

SoFine · 46-50, F

@Peachy115: Yip crazy as you say, you know what I know and I know what you know, so crazy so crazy that you know and I know ...

Peachy115 · 61-69, F

Wow if you know what i know ? Then go ahead a pill your guts .Lets see what you think you know .

SoFine · 46-50, F

@Peachy115: That you in a fight will always have the last word in....you remind us of a bull dog you hold on tight to be RIGHT..
even if you loos your breath in the process...

Peachy115 · 61-69, F

@SoFine: HA HA !!!No matter what It's my life and as long as I feel it's right IT IS !

SoFine · 46-50, F

@Peachy115: Then we play on with the cords of your life......

Peachy115 · 61-69, F

@SoFine: You can say all you want ,doesn't change the fact ,that I have a MM that is in my life forever.You can play all you want lol ,doesn't mean I will play also ..