I Wish I Could Live My Life Differently
How would I live if I lived as if my prayers had been answered and my dreams guaranteed? What would I do differently?
That's a big question! I have lived my life as if disaster was always just around the corner and that I had to save myself... no one or nothing was helping. For that, my life has been a disaster zone with crisis around every turn.
But what if everything I needed and wanted was already given to me, I just had to be open enough to receive it. How can I live in a more open way, trusting life and that everything is worked out in my favor if I just stopped resisting.
Doing it my way has gotten me any closer to reaching my goals and dreams and I've struggled the entire journey... so what if I let go and surrendered to life in it's infinite wisdom, quieted just enough to be able to hear life's divine guidance and know that nothing is every wasted; not time, not experience, not Me.
What would that look like? How would my thoughts, feelings and behaviors change?
Is it even possible to undo 40 years of conditioning and live a life more in tune with the natural flow and not fight it?
I don't know but I damn sure gonna try! I want to stop fighting life cause I'm losing! There has to be a better way. I have read that you attract in life what you think and believe so if you think lack you will attract lack, if you think favor, life will give you favor. All I know is my current life strategy hasn't worked so well so thinking better thoughts, feelings more productive feelings and behaving in ways that produce the kind of life I deserve sounds pretty good to me!
Now I just have to figure out how. LOL
That's a big question! I have lived my life as if disaster was always just around the corner and that I had to save myself... no one or nothing was helping. For that, my life has been a disaster zone with crisis around every turn.
But what if everything I needed and wanted was already given to me, I just had to be open enough to receive it. How can I live in a more open way, trusting life and that everything is worked out in my favor if I just stopped resisting.
Doing it my way has gotten me any closer to reaching my goals and dreams and I've struggled the entire journey... so what if I let go and surrendered to life in it's infinite wisdom, quieted just enough to be able to hear life's divine guidance and know that nothing is every wasted; not time, not experience, not Me.
What would that look like? How would my thoughts, feelings and behaviors change?
Is it even possible to undo 40 years of conditioning and live a life more in tune with the natural flow and not fight it?
I don't know but I damn sure gonna try! I want to stop fighting life cause I'm losing! There has to be a better way. I have read that you attract in life what you think and believe so if you think lack you will attract lack, if you think favor, life will give you favor. All I know is my current life strategy hasn't worked so well so thinking better thoughts, feelings more productive feelings and behaving in ways that produce the kind of life I deserve sounds pretty good to me!
Now I just have to figure out how. LOL
