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I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings

When i think about life too much in general. EVERYTHING scares me.
Being alive scares me. Being aware that i am alive scares me. Knowing that tgis is the only world that i can live in scares me( and i really dont feel like hearing the its your perspective stuff)
Just a general existential horror/dread.
So many things could go wrong and sometimes it feels like all those things that could go wrong are staring me in the face, smiling menacingly. And hear i am walking through life. Unable to tear my eyes from them.
Just fear, useless fear, useless anxiety, useless emotion.

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Doomflower · 36-40, M

Omg I so get this. There have been times I've seriously contemplated suicide because of these kinds of feeling getting so intense it was like physical pain.

I try to think of it like a roller coaster. It will be scary and thankfuly over soon.

Just the other night my bf and I were watching the end of Water World. At that scene where the guy on the boat in the oil tank got blowed up and he sees it coming and says, "Oh thank god" we agreed that our last thoughts would probably be similar.

To quote the Kids in the Hall:

Life is short. Life is shit. And soon it will be over.

TURTLEGOD

@Doomflower it makes me think about suicide too but while im not sacred of death how i die strick a surreal fear into me every now and again.