I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings
When i think about life too much in general. EVERYTHING scares me.
Being alive scares me. Being aware that i am alive scares me. Knowing that tgis is the only world that i can live in scares me( and i really dont feel like hearing the its your perspective stuff)
Just a general existential horror/dread.
So many things could go wrong and sometimes it feels like all those things that could go wrong are staring me in the face, smiling menacingly. And hear i am walking through life. Unable to tear my eyes from them.
Just fear, useless fear, useless anxiety, useless emotion.
Being alive scares me. Being aware that i am alive scares me. Knowing that tgis is the only world that i can live in scares me( and i really dont feel like hearing the its your perspective stuff)
Just a general existential horror/dread.
So many things could go wrong and sometimes it feels like all those things that could go wrong are staring me in the face, smiling menacingly. And hear i am walking through life. Unable to tear my eyes from them.
Just fear, useless fear, useless anxiety, useless emotion.