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I Am Afraid of the Deep Sea

Every night after school I get into my dorm and I cry and I scream and the past few mornings I have woken up this way. Screaming during my ironing, I kicked the washer door today after I closed it. It could have shattered and not only break the washer but most likely injure my foot horribly. I have no release and every instinct to lash out. I've resorted to spilling here again, I need the satisfaction of at least somebody knowing how I feel.
God, I had been doing so well. But around the end of February things changed again and recently my void state has peaked and all I have is my lab monday-thursday, the rest is turmoil. I can't sleep, my vision goes black holding in the real screams.
Chaoshead · 22-25, M
WHY IS THIS UNDER "I AM AFRAID OF THE DEEP SEA"??
JackForrester · 26-30, M
because the other groups were dumb and I am afraid of the ocean and why not@Chaoshead
REMsleep · 41-45, F
JackForrester · 26-30, M
My brain likes to assume things I see and hear to being things that are terrifying and it's been hard to deal w these hallucinations. That on top of everything else a normal young adult struggles w and I'm in ruins. @REMsleep

 
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