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I Have No Confidence

My girlfriend in her attempt to get me to do something that might boost my confidence:

"Want to wash the car in our bikinis today, give the guys something to look at? 馃槒"

But if I did that with her, they would only be ogling her. If they were paying any attention to me, it would probably be with them wondering "What's this frickin' albino broad doing in a swimsuit out in the hot Sun?!" My appearance is too pale, sickly and frail-looking thanks to my poor health (and my treatments) to be showing a whole lot of skin anymore. I can't even feel good about wearing crop tops or shorts! What confidence I ever had in my looks is just totally gone. 馃槥
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Mm, Carver I'd be staring at you just as much as I would be looking at your gf. Probably more at you though to be honest. Yeah I remember seeing the pic of your gf, she's hot no doubt. But you're even better C. You are, at least I think you are. She's right, do it :)
Carver31-35, F
@hyg346: We'll see but right now, it's leaning more toward not doing it.
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@Carver: that's cool Carver. Don't do something that will make you uncomfortable. But your girlfriend and I are in perfect agreement here. You're still Alex and she's beautiful.