I Hate My Parents
My Child Hood
I was born in Indonesia. I have Chinese heritage but I hate my parents and siblings. I hate it where I was born and grew up.
My dad only worships money as a God. He is an asshole. He can only be happy when he insults other people, this is including me. He does not treat me as his child because I am a female. He believes a daughter only brings bad luck in the family. Half of the Chinese population favour a boy than a girl. They demand a daughter should solve all financial and other family problems. He started to hate me when I reached 12-years-old. I only had 2 t-shirts and 3 pairs of trousers in my wardrobe. He said he was embarrassed to have a daughter like me because I was pregnant when I was 16. He said he should have strangled me when I was a baby. These are the bad ass attitudes of Chinese men (or women). I know he has never forgiven me, but I will never forgive his bad ass attitude and behaviour.
I saw him hit his wife when I was 3-years-old. Every time my mom said something against him, he had to punch her. My mom got black eyes and cried so many times. I grew up with listening to expletive words every day. It hurt very much to live within that kind of family. Every time he had problems and stress, he shouted and swore and he blamed us for his mistakes. We are not allowed to make mistakes, but he allows himself to make them and then he blames us. I hate him very much; I want to torture him while he sits in a wheel chair!
He changed my mom so she has bad ass attitudes like him. My mom is an idiotic woman. She has never stood up for us when our dad violently hit us and she (unreasonably) blames us for everything. She supports his bad ass attitudes and behaviour. She follows all his instructions to treat us unfairly.
I was 9-years-old when their marriage finally finished. Dad threw a glass at my mom while she was washing her hands in a basin, but the glass didn't hit my mom, instead the basin broke and caused a big hole. She took my youngest brother away but she left me and the eldest son to live with a monster! They separated for a while. I took all my saving and went to visit her. I knew she must need money, but she didn't seem grateful to have a daughter like me. She had decided to go to Singapore to start a new life because somebody offered her a job for $1500 a month, but she threw the opportunity away by returning to the monster. What an idiot?
I want to revenge. I want to see them suffer, I will use my legal power to make them suffer. I will call the government to freeze their money and property. They cannot share their will without my signature. I know they will try to fake my signature but if they do, I will sue them.
I will never let my mom step into my house. I will make sure she stays with her two beloved sons.
I was born in Indonesia. I have Chinese heritage but I hate my parents and siblings. I hate it where I was born and grew up.
My dad only worships money as a God. He is an asshole. He can only be happy when he insults other people, this is including me. He does not treat me as his child because I am a female. He believes a daughter only brings bad luck in the family. Half of the Chinese population favour a boy than a girl. They demand a daughter should solve all financial and other family problems. He started to hate me when I reached 12-years-old. I only had 2 t-shirts and 3 pairs of trousers in my wardrobe. He said he was embarrassed to have a daughter like me because I was pregnant when I was 16. He said he should have strangled me when I was a baby. These are the bad ass attitudes of Chinese men (or women). I know he has never forgiven me, but I will never forgive his bad ass attitude and behaviour.
I saw him hit his wife when I was 3-years-old. Every time my mom said something against him, he had to punch her. My mom got black eyes and cried so many times. I grew up with listening to expletive words every day. It hurt very much to live within that kind of family. Every time he had problems and stress, he shouted and swore and he blamed us for his mistakes. We are not allowed to make mistakes, but he allows himself to make them and then he blames us. I hate him very much; I want to torture him while he sits in a wheel chair!
He changed my mom so she has bad ass attitudes like him. My mom is an idiotic woman. She has never stood up for us when our dad violently hit us and she (unreasonably) blames us for everything. She supports his bad ass attitudes and behaviour. She follows all his instructions to treat us unfairly.
I was 9-years-old when their marriage finally finished. Dad threw a glass at my mom while she was washing her hands in a basin, but the glass didn't hit my mom, instead the basin broke and caused a big hole. She took my youngest brother away but she left me and the eldest son to live with a monster! They separated for a while. I took all my saving and went to visit her. I knew she must need money, but she didn't seem grateful to have a daughter like me. She had decided to go to Singapore to start a new life because somebody offered her a job for $1500 a month, but she threw the opportunity away by returning to the monster. What an idiot?
I want to revenge. I want to see them suffer, I will use my legal power to make them suffer. I will call the government to freeze their money and property. They cannot share their will without my signature. I know they will try to fake my signature but if they do, I will sue them.
I will never let my mom step into my house. I will make sure she stays with her two beloved sons.
