I Need Someone to Talk to

Sometimes that how its work. Eventho you think you close to someone, it can be they like you because not who you really are. Its because the joy in you. Its easy to find 100 of laugh mate but you will find its so hard to have even one that willing to be your crying shoulder. People can listen but no one will really understand even they care. You wont truly feel it when you dont walk in that person shoe. Its a mass burden to keep it inside. Its may sound cliche. You have to believe in Miracle, hope, dreams and your ability. If you wanna cry. Cry!!Empty your heart out. The one who shed tears is not a failure but you must pick up the sword and fight again. PRAY HARD!! Everything thats happen, there a massive amount of reason behind it. You may not know, it actually bring good to you.

Speaking from experience, it sounds like you suffer from clinical depression, ie; you're not just depressed by the momentary happenings but rather depression has become your default position. Talk to your doctor about it and see about getting on some sort of antidepressant. They don't cure the condition but they do make it much easier to cope with. Trust me on this, my whole family suffers from depression: all my siblings, all their children, and some grandchildren etc etc. It does have a tendency to run in families. Check it out. You have nothing to lose :))

and I am sure ur not boring, its just that the people you talk with don't see the amazingness in what your saying

whats the "it" if you wanna talk about it I would be happy to help you