I Need Someone to Talk to

I do not know what is happening with me.. Everytime i try to talk about it to my parents.. they just think its nothing.. but it is... i do not want to bother them about this.. i just keep it to myself.. i hurt myself.. i cry..
i dont do it always.. i hang out with friends.. i laugh.. i do all the fun .. but in the end.. im all back to my thoughts.. maybe i think too much.. i feel so down.. i dont know what i need.. i dont know if talking to someone really helps.. i try but.. i just cant keep up the conversation.. i end up boring them.. and when i realize it. i just stop and take it back to myself.. i'm just too tired.. i dont know how long i can carry on like this :(

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paulie138

Speaking from experience, it sounds like you suffer from clinical depression, ie; you're not just depressed by the momentary happenings but rather depression has become your default position. Talk to your doctor about it and see about getting on some sort of antidepressant. They don't cure the condition but they do make it much easier to cope with. Trust me on this, my whole family suffers from depression: all my siblings, all their children, and some grandchildren etc etc. It does have a tendency to run in families. Check it out. You have nothing to lose :))