I Need Someone to Talk to

I do not know what is happening with me.. Everytime i try to talk about it to my parents.. they just think its nothing.. but it is... i do not want to bother them about this.. i just keep it to myself.. i hurt myself.. i cry..
i dont do it always.. i hang out with friends.. i laugh.. i do all the fun .. but in the end.. im all back to my thoughts.. maybe i think too much.. i feel so down.. i dont know what i need.. i dont know if talking to someone really helps.. i try but.. i just cant keep up the conversation.. i end up boring them.. and when i realize it. i just stop and take it back to myself.. i'm just too tired.. i dont know how long i can carry on like this :(

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ZykhaG

Sometimes that how its work. Eventho you think you close to someone, it can be they like you because not who you really are. Its because the joy in you. Its easy to find 100 of laugh mate but you will find its so hard to have even one that willing to be your crying shoulder. People can listen but no one will really understand even they care. You wont truly feel it when you dont walk in that person shoe. Its a mass burden to keep it inside. Its may sound cliche. You have to believe in Miracle, hope, dreams and your ability. If you wanna cry. Cry!!Empty your heart out. The one who shed tears is not a failure but you must pick up the sword and fight again. PRAY HARD!! Everything thats happen, there a massive amount of reason behind it. You may not know, it actually bring good to you.