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I Miss My Dad

I didn't had a very frank and loving relationship with my father .But at all times I wanted to make him proud ...When he passed away due to cancer last year, I didn't had a job back then...Now I have a job and it bleeds my heart to think of him that he would have been proud to see that his son is not useless...My heart just cries and so am I ..Missing him😭

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SagePoet · 61-69, M

I guess I might stand alone here as I lost both my parents within 5 days of each other back in 1993. And to all that posted here I am sorry for your loss(es) but I do not have grief that my parents have passed. I only extricated myself recently from all the negative behavior and stunted growth I suffered by their decisions towards me. I blamed my mother for taking a drug in the 1950's to prevent miscarriages but it left me sterile and it affected my body in negative ways. But I learned that it was my father who was not the proper role model for me. He provided me with no leadership, offered me no example of what it takes to be a man or what it takes to make it in this world. As a result I am 62 years old and I finally found who I am and I have cleansed myself through therapy to become the man that I should have been so many years ago.