I cut my wrists and thighs all the time to escape my reality

ok the system has a place 4 you and they "think" they "need" the money it will engender, after all, the SYSTEM IS THE ONE PERCENT MESSING WITH YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW

But we all must fall into line, mustn't we?

They even change the sheets there.

Are you still escaping reality now?

DM us if u want. That stuff is a dead end♀️. Yeah I quit but it still haunts me.
*hugs*
🦄♀️Nat.

I have self harmed in the past and now I regret it so much it makes me almost go insane if I think about it. Please find a safer way to release your emotions :( easier said than done but the way to do it is to wean off of it by replacing it with another coping mechanism, something that stings but isn't permanent, like rubber band snapping. Then you can start replacing it with healthier alternatives like drawing, calligraphy, gardening, etc that can keep your hands busy.
Some people are prone to self harming as a coping mechanism due to various reasons. So please I hope you can ask a doctor to explain the science behind these human impulses, and that if you make the effort with a therapist/doctor you can really get healthier with time!!!!!

Get help babe

Well dont

Stop❤

I never got into that.

I like to feel it completely without numbing myself and punishing myself that way

we can't help you with that, go get some help, THANK YOU

That sounds uncomfortable. Try meditation instead?

I'm so sad for you honey. Many do.

Thats not the answer, you need to find a better way to escape, a better coping mechanism

Get help from a professional and stop as soon as you can.