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I Have Thought About Suicde

I'm 20 right now. And.. im reaching the end of my story. i know its pathetic and its funny but umm.. my entire life i was told that i could be anything i want. it's no one's fault except mines in believing that i could change the world or be something significant. Every year I live, I don't know if it's God or fate or that I am truly unlucky; something that makes me happy , something that makes me live, something that gives me a purpose is taken away from me... When i was a kid all I wanted was to be an adult but now that I'm an adult all i want is someone or something to end my life. I understand I'm not strong, just.. i feel life would be better. I try so hard to be successful and all I get is a bunch of unfortunate events that make me fail. If anything happens all i wanna say is.. I forgive everybody and i leave this world at peace. no grudges or anything. just acceptance and happiness. I hope some other person lost and stuck in the past is stronger than me. perhaps God gives me another chance...

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Txpixie · 56-60, F

You are 20. Let me tell you something, you haven't even begun to live yet!
You have things going on that are preventing you from succeeding ?? That's the challenge! Step up to the plate and kick ass even harder!
Life is all perception, my young friend. The only failure in life is quitting it.
So you failed at succeeding in something. Well, you have two choices: keep at it or say fuck it, this isn't meant to be and I am going to focus on something else.
Failures are lessons and nothing more. They certainly do not define us. They strengthen us, they motivate us, they push us towards the direction of where we are supposed to be. Where God wants us to be. Do you have faith? Truly think about what that means. Trust in it with all that you are. Let that be your strength and peace above all else.
Let yourself continue to grow up. Share the very best of yourself within this life. We are the difference it takes to make all the difference in the world and to each other.
Never ever fucking give up❤️