I Feel Like No One Understands Me

I try to have conversations about what's troubling me or about what I find intriguing with those around me. They just don't get it. They don't understand me and never have. They don't want to broaden their minds to new perspectives. To topics other than of survival; 'Did you pay the bills?' 'Is there going to be enough until the next week?' 'Are you saving enough?' I know all these things. I'm just so damn tired of this being the only thing they're concerned with. I want to find those I can really connect to and have meaningful conversations that last for hours. I miss this. I want to be able to be in good company of others with diverse interests and can listen to for hours. It's been a long desire of mine. No more survival discussion I'm over it. Where's the talk of hope and reasons for it? For there being a new day and possibilities and of creating your life instead of just living the one out of expectation and obligations? Sigh... I really need new people in my life. Thanks for listening, I love you💜