tonight i felt i lost my friends again, people who i regarded as best friends for 3 years, i felt we couldn't communicate. i wonder if i should make friends again at all.
True good friends care when friendship seems to start to fade away. Give then and yourself time, see if what happened tonight was an accident, or the feeling goes on. If it is so, think if it has happened to you other times in the past. If it has, look if there is some pattern in your behaviour that repeats itself and makes you move away from people. Otherwise, they were not the great friends that seemed to be, not a great loss.
@Sssslm: When we have been betrayed or abandoned, we run the risk of trying to run away from friendships and relationships. We leave others first and that way we make sure we are not left.
People can meet in face but not in mind. It's sad. And to live our days not acknowledging it Is even sadder. Take heart. You will find like-minded friends. Life is unbearably long still. 😁