I'm Hurting

I am asking myself.. If the only reason you're alive is because when you think of leaving, you feel guilty and hate yourself for thinking that way.. Is it really worth living?

Apparently the medication and therapy have been helping.. Because normally I would have been out for the rest of the day because of that thought.. but I know I have problems.. and I know it's impossible to deal with.. so the best I can do is hold on and keep hoping it will get better :) Keep living for the little things.. One day I know I will find something that inspires me to live a real life.