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I Hate Conflict

*news flash*
According to my soon to be exhusband...I am possessed by a demon which is why I want a divorce. Yep absolutely no cognitive thought or pain staking introspection has brought me to this conclusion. I merely a pawn in evils game to destroy his life. According to him marriage is a godly act and divorce is a Satanist Act.
So crazy how two people can have such a completely different experience yet be sharing a life for nearly 17 years.
When I finally built up enough courage to tell him I wanted a divorce... I felt completely at peace and in harmony with my souls needs. When I afterwards seceded and vowed to try and let him into my heart again I felt as if I was betraying my Astral self. Like I was resisting the desires of my heart.

Call me crazy if you wish, call me demon possessed if you must.... I know I am doing what I need to do in order to grow and heal.
Belovebelight
36-40, F
24 replies 57 views Mar 6, 2017
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MamaButterfly · F
Sounds like a difficult situation and a bit familiar too. If a divorce is what you need in order to be at peace with yourself, more power to you. Its not going to be easy, but it could be well worth it for you. I went through it myself and it brought me into a journey I could have never imagined, but now I am free and it became a completely fulfilling and empowering experience. I wish you the best in this process.
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
Thank you... I needed that
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Complexconfessions · M
The power of Christ compels you!

😜
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
Hahahaha
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majesticsea · 31-35, F
This just sounds too familiar! I was told by my ex husband and mother in law that I should not succumb to the satan's misguidance as satan is trying to break families. And they choose to ignore the marital issues I brought up to them when I needed help and advice. I am glad it is over for me.
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tatersmcgrumpy · 70-79, M
That's called being selfish...but being selfish in THAT way is GOOD! Apparently your soon to be ex needs to have his headgear flushed out...YOU take the time needed to heal and clarify your life...BE SELFISH...
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firefall · 61-69, M
Well if he doesn't go into denial like that, he might have to admit he's done something wrong, and clearly that can [u]never [/u]happen.

Good luck, and well done on coming to a tough decision.
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StevetheSleeve · 31-35, M
Unless you're ultra-religious it seems like a weak attempt to keep you.
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
He has tried every trick he knows to scare me into leaving. This one however don't affect me the way he wants it to. I am not religious... I am however very spiritual.
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
Sorry *into not leaving
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StevetheSleeve · 31-35, M
Yeah, I figured. I wonder if it ever occurred to him to try to find out what about your marriage isn't making you happy, then try to work on repairing that. I mean demonic possession is all nice and stuff but he could use a new angle.
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SW-User
Maybe you were possessed in the first place, which is why you married him? Never know...
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CallmeHopelessNotRomantic · 46-50, F
I'm gonna say this when people ask why I married my ex!
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
Haha maybe... I like to think I was just a hopeless romantic.
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CallmeHopelessNotRomantic · 46-50, F
Sounds like he has religious psychosis. That's running rampant these days 🙄
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MamaButterfly · F
Your quite welcome. If you ever need to talk, feel free to message me.
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updown2020 · 61-69, M
Well ask him what would he do if he was not happy in a marriage would he stay and be unhappy or leave?
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
He says he was unhappy and that he didn't live me for about 2 years. He stayed and the feelings returned (when I said I was done) now he thinks I should stay and wait to see if my feelings change. But I don't want to ride his Rollercoaster any more. I have better things to spend my energy on.
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updown2020 · 61-69, M
@Belovebelight: Yes but he is still unhappy right did he not tell you that he would go live with his mother and then changed his mind?
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
@updown2020: oh yeah but that's what he does. Every other day he trys a new angle when it comes to the divorce. In hopes that I will be hurt be what he says so that I will feel bad and stay. Him saying he was going to move with his mom was a treat...he was hoping I would cry and say no please don't go. But I didn't and then he retracted it.
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SW-User
Have you ever thought that you would have divorce him before marriage?
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Belovebelight · 36-40, F
Honestly...yes in a way I knew it would end because we were very toxic together. I had second thoughts before we got married and he assured me thing would get better. Promises.... are cheap and his actions never followed through. I should have listened to my inner voice. But I didn't.... I believe I was meant to stay to learn the lessons that I did.
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SW-User
Wow! Thats something to note! Thanks ;)
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SW-User
My god, how could you!
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