I Hate Conflict
*news flash*
According to my soon to be exhusband...I am possessed by a demon which is why I want a divorce. Yep absolutely no cognitive thought or pain staking introspection has brought me to this conclusion. I merely a pawn in evils game to destroy his life. According to him marriage is a godly act and divorce is a Satanist Act.
So crazy how two people can have such a completely different experience yet be sharing a life for nearly 17 years.
When I finally built up enough courage to tell him I wanted a divorce... I felt completely at peace and in harmony with my souls needs. When I afterwards seceded and vowed to try and let him into my heart again I felt as if I was betraying my Astral self. Like I was resisting the desires of my heart.
Call me crazy if you wish, call me demon possessed if you must.... I know I am doing what I need to do in order to grow and heal.
According to my soon to be exhusband...I am possessed by a demon which is why I want a divorce. Yep absolutely no cognitive thought or pain staking introspection has brought me to this conclusion. I merely a pawn in evils game to destroy his life. According to him marriage is a godly act and divorce is a Satanist Act.
So crazy how two people can have such a completely different experience yet be sharing a life for nearly 17 years.
When I finally built up enough courage to tell him I wanted a divorce... I felt completely at peace and in harmony with my souls needs. When I afterwards seceded and vowed to try and let him into my heart again I felt as if I was betraying my Astral self. Like I was resisting the desires of my heart.
Call me crazy if you wish, call me demon possessed if you must.... I know I am doing what I need to do in order to grow and heal.
36-40, F
