I Hate Conflict

*news flash*
According to my soon to be exhusband...I am possessed by a demon which is why I want a divorce. Yep absolutely no cognitive thought or pain staking introspection has brought me to this conclusion. I merely a pawn in evils game to destroy his life. According to him marriage is a godly act and divorce is a Satanist Act.
So crazy how two people can have such a completely different experience yet be sharing a life for nearly 17 years.
When I finally built up enough courage to tell him I wanted a divorce... I felt completely at peace and in harmony with my souls needs. When I afterwards seceded and vowed to try and let him into my heart again I felt as if I was betraying my Astral self. Like I was resisting the desires of my heart.

Call me crazy if you wish, call me demon possessed if you must.... I know I am doing what I need to do in order to grow and heal.

MamaButterfly · F

Sounds like a difficult situation and a bit familiar too. If a divorce is what you need in order to be at peace with yourself, more power to you. Its not going to be easy, but it could be well worth it for you. I went through it myself and it brought me into a journey I could have never imagined, but now I am free and it became a completely fulfilling and empowering experience. I wish you the best in this process.