I Always Wanted To Have A Big Family

The older I get the sadder I get realizing that its probably never going to happen for me. I have a great big heart, lots of love, and the head for it but not the kind of look or personality that makes me anybody's one. I'm really a good woman, I cook, I clean, I work, and want to be a mother to my very core but most of all I love completely. Its still not enough, no one even bats an eye my way. Its not fair. I meet so many people I just shake my head about, I'm not great but I'm not that bad either, so its frustrating seeing people who don't care, take things for granted or get things they've never worked for just because. I'd like to get married and have 5 or 6 kids but I guess not getting that isn't all that bad, it could be worst.