I Don't Want to Die But I Don't Want to Live

I've been passively awaiting for my death for years now. I have high blood pressure, am morbidly obese, and an alcoholic. Surely I think to myself, if I just hold on for a little while longer, I'll keal over dead without having to go the effort of trying to kill myself. But it hasn't happened yet unfortunately.

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whowasthatmaskedman · 70-79, M

Sadly it probably wont happen that way. You will either get failing kidneys or a stroke and be in a gradual decline for maybe a decade, becoming more and more dependent and a drain on those around you. Until the end when you will clog up the health system. May I suggest a rethink.