I Don't Want to Die But I Don't Want to Live

I've been passively awaiting for my death for years now. I have high blood pressure, am morbidly obese, and an alcoholic. Surely I think to myself, if I just hold on for a little while longer, I'll keal over dead without having to go the effort of trying to kill myself. But it hasn't happened yet unfortunately.

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SW-User

This is so sad.. my mum was an alcoholic too and it got so bad her body just gave up on her and her heart stopped she was only 63. Everybody has reason as to why they are in this situation and maybe you need to work on them problems that are making you eat and drink, if you work on these you will be able to get your life back!!

whowasthatmaskedman · 70-79, M

Sadly it probably wont happen that way. You will either get failing kidneys or a stroke and be in a gradual decline for maybe a decade, becoming more and more dependent and a drain on those around you. Until the end when you will clog up the health system. May I suggest a rethink.

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