I Am Depressed

Another fight... another argument. That's my life I guess, each and every day, we fight. Today it was over defending something my little sister said. Step mom got angry with her tone (her tone was normal, the step mom was just being ridiculous again) and I said not to yell at her, my step mom got in my face, I yelled back and walked out and ended up busting my knuckles open on a wooden post. I've never been so angry as to punch something. I went back inside and my dad was there to start on me, blaming me, telling me the fights and issues are all my fault... they never do anything wrong! Ever! They are perfect I guess and I'm just the screw up in the house who can't do anything right! That's all I'm good at is screwing things up I guess! I guess they are right, I'm worthless.

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I know what it's like. Parents make mistakes sometimes and you need to develop the sense of analyzing the situation to understand if you really are the issue. Respect them, but know when you are not doing something wrong and take it with grace, not a beating.

It's hard to parent; it really is. So, you should definitely be able to understand that when you pour your money, time, and life into someone and they start yelling at you (IGNORING WHO IS RGHT OR WRONG) that you don't need to accept it. They may be rigt, they may be wrong :v

I just want you to see from a new perspective. If a relationship is toxic, it is not necessarily the DECISION of the people that causes issues, but the FUNDAMENTAL perspective or train of thought they approach the event with.

My personal advice to you is to just sit down and talk to them about how they see things, without talking about yourself at all. Just UNDERSTAND what they see and really judge from that. Then talk to them and tell them how you feel.

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