I Am Not Here For Dating

I'm in a relationship (not a good one, but still faithful as long as I'm in one). And if I ever break up with him and decide to get back to dating, I surely as hell wouldn't do it through the internet. I mean, it's worked for a lot of people, but it's not my thing.
I really want to be able to talk to other people about things that go through my mind. I want different opinions. I feel like if I were to say half of the things in my head to close people, it'll change things between my close friends and I. Hell, half of the time they're not around. They wouldn't even understand it.