I Am Not Here For Dating

I'm in a relationship (not a good one, but still faithful as long as I'm in one). And if I ever break up with him and decide to get back to dating, I surely as hell wouldn't do it through the internet. I mean, it's worked for a lot of people, but it's not my thing.
I really want to be able to talk to other people about things that go through my mind. I want different opinions. I feel like if I were to say half of the things in my head to close people, it'll change things between my close friends and I. Hell, half of the time they're not around. They wouldn't even understand it.

Diyanne · F

[c=#003BB2]I think I can understand what you mean. Someone that I know, not a friend but use to see her at the store, we often exchange smiles. One day she told me about her problem. She said, she just need someone to talk to. And she talk things out for about an hour with me. And she said she feel good after letting things out. [/c]

LostSoul17 · 26-30, F

Not even gonna lie, you're right. I feel crazy and stupid for sticking around after all he's done and said (in addition to what I've said). But there's something about his willingness to keep me in his life. I'm hesitant about our relationship, but I know he truly cares. He just tends to hurt me more in the process. I know, it doesn't justify anything. But I guess I'm a fool in love and I no our relationship has no hope, but I can't just let go without knowing I tried my best.

LostSoul17 · 26-30, F

It's complicated. I do care about him, and he's a sweet person a lot of the time, we just get into huge arguments over nothing and don't stop till one gives in. I noticed we've made a routine of it. And I made it very clear that I wasn't going back if it were to happen again.