I Am Healing Myself And Changing

What a perfect group to place my story about my PTSD leaving me!
How cool..huh

For the past few weeks, my mind is traveling backwards into my history.
At first I thought why am I seeing these things, reruns, reviews of what once was. I even told my husband I thought my days were coming to an end because I was seeing my life's past flashing through my mind.

I am remembering things... from years ago. Good situations and some nasty events. But all in all it's pretty cool to .. remember, to have memories come to the surface.
I see myself, it is helping me to understand things, whys and how comes.
I am identifying with so many things and coming to terms with... life.

Last night while we were putting up our garden fence(in the rain) I had a revelation. I was telling my man about a happening... when all of a sudden, I realized what I was revealing to him and me!
I looked right into his eyes and told him, "I am healing and changing, I am remembering."
He smiled really big and grabbed a wet kiss.
I am alive!