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I Am Hurt Very Easily

Torture........
I don't know how much longer I can stand this....I try my very best not to look at your page...because I know I'll see things that will hurt me.....and I have .....especially on two certain occasions...one of which was tonite..

.I will not spell it out..I'm sure you know what it was...

I sit here....alone

.....tears streaming down my face for a man who doesn't want me....how pathetic is that?? I know you won't come back to me...

....hell, you won't even talk to me....your feelings are clear.
But when I'm alone, I call my voicemail...to listen to your voice...saying such sweet things to me....only four days before you said good bye....and I go to your page to torture myself..again and again...I never comment or leave any trace of my presence....but i am there...my tears tracing everything you do.....without me.

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AloraPeace

My Penny. My dear love. How could he leave you? How??? Sure he was married, but hell!! Couldn't he at least give you some love and affection??? Couldn't he? Dear darling, my sweet darling. You are often in my thoughts. I know it is hard for you, but try not to look at his page. It will only hurt you and tear up your beautiful, full of love soul. He sounds like a two-faced man. One day saying sweet things to you, and the next breaking your heart into million peaces, leaving you with a empty, broken, soul. I love you my darling! And if I was a man, I would definitely marry you and stay by your side forever!!!

Lonesurvivor · 61-69, F

That is because you have a sweet , loving heart....and a soul that is a breath of fresh air..I love you, Alora..my sweet sister......you are always there for me.!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Your Penny
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Lonesurvivor · 61-69, F

@knightmedic: My dearest brother, trusted comrade......always there to lift me up....

@TOCM....thank you , Les...just keep in touch....it helps to hear from friends.....love you, chica!!

@AloraPeace: No...I am just not what he wants....I wanted too much from him...he was honest, in the the end, and put me where I belonged.....away from him. I want a true love.....I don't need someone who's less commited than I am....he either could not or would not give that to me.

Lonesurvivor · 61-69, F

Thank you, Les....I will be ok...but sometimes, I'm the pathetic loser you read above....

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Lonesurvivor · 61-69, F

Thanks, BL...I really appreciate it, and look forward to the day when I can feel that way, too.....

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Lonesurvivor · 61-69, F

Analyzer....thank you so much...for being there for me..whenever...you are one of my oldest and most trusted friends....I appreciate you sooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mortaritaville07

I know exactly how you feel. Except for the voicemail part. But the going back and re-reading the texts and e-mails from the past 2 years.

Knightmedic

Penny we are all there at one time or another... I am here for you whenever you need me...

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