I Am Hurt Very Easily

Torture........
I don't know how much longer I can stand this....I try my very best not to look at your page...because I know I'll see things that will hurt me.....and I have .....especially on two certain occasions...one of which was tonite..

.I will not spell it out..I'm sure you know what it was...

I sit here....alone

.....tears streaming down my face for a man who doesn't want me....how pathetic is that?? I know you won't come back to me...

....hell, you won't even talk to me....your feelings are clear.
But when I'm alone, I call my voicemail...to listen to your voice...saying such sweet things to me....only four days before you said good bye....and I go to your page to torture myself..again and again...I never comment or leave any trace of my presence....but i am there...my tears tracing everything you do.....without me.

Lonesurvivor · 61-69, F

@knightmedic: My dearest brother, trusted comrade......always there to lift me up....

@TOCM....thank you , Les...just keep in touch....it helps to hear from friends.....love you, chica!!

@AloraPeace: No...I am just not what he wants....I wanted too much from him...he was honest, in the the end, and put me where I belonged.....away from him. I want a true love.....I don't need someone who's less commited than I am....he either could not or would not give that to me.