I Am Hurt Very Easily

Torture........
I don't know how much longer I can stand this....I try my very best not to look at your page...because I know I'll see things that will hurt me.....and I have .....especially on two certain occasions...one of which was tonite..

.I will not spell it out..I'm sure you know what it was...

I sit here....alone

.....tears streaming down my face for a man who doesn't want me....how pathetic is that?? I know you won't come back to me...

....hell, you won't even talk to me....your feelings are clear.
But when I'm alone, I call my voicemail...to listen to your voice...saying such sweet things to me....only four days before you said good bye....and I go to your page to torture myself..again and again...I never comment or leave any trace of my presence....but i am there...my tears tracing everything you do.....without me.

mortaritaville07

I know exactly how you feel. Except for the voicemail part. But the going back and re-reading the texts and e-mails from the past 2 years.