I Battle Self-hatred, Anxiety, And Depression

[c=#008099][i]I find myself disassociating more and more. I completely blank out and have no idea what I'm doing. I feel like I'm not in my own body. Sometimes, I look and the mirror and don't think it's me. I recognize myself, but I just feel... disconnected...I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had.
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