I Battle Self-hatred, Anxiety, And Depression

I feel like I don't deserve this chance at life. It's not like I want to think this way. I mean I love 16 year old me back in high school.

I know why I hate myself, it's just I don't know how to deal with it when it's my own mother that makes me feel insecure and belittles me so she can get her way like a selfish brat