I Think About Killing Myself

I am tired of cruel people. I try to be alone & they bully, kick us out & harrass us. I'd like to be in my own bubble & enjoy the internet but apparently I can't. My mom wants to kick me out of the car dai!y, she cant stand my anxieties. I don't know what to do when my parents die. No money, no house, no friends, no family etc.

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Softandsweet2 · 31-35, F

Baby, life is never fair. Lots of assholes out there, but you have to be strong. You're the only one you have to take care of... dont worry about others - just do the best you can.

DarkSillyArtistGamerGeekdddddd · 31-35, F

@Softandsweet2 I'm not strong. I can cry for hours if my mom didn't stop me. I can't take care of myself. I'm very needy.

Softandsweet2 · 31-35, F

I can cry a lot too sometimes, but I try not to sink into a funk. I get up and do something even if its wrong. You're a pretty girl - go to a bar and let the croud tell you so. It will make you feel better. Well, maybe not tomorrow, but one day at the time.

DarkSillyArtistGamerGeekdddddd · 31-35, F

@Softandsweet2 I'm introverted, quiet, shy, awkward, social anxiety. I prefer to be alone most of the time. Well today was my period of crying heavily. I don't like bars nor drink. I prefer charging up at places, make art, watch vids, game, geek out, write etc.