I Lost Myself, Found Myself, Then Lost Myself
Anyone know of a painless way to go?
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Effloresce · 26-30, F
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Lust4lufe · 26-30, M
I miss her 😞😞@Specialyouare
Specialyouare · 36-40, F
Making the water hot. Hot water calms your nerves, organs, and muscles. And they say it brings the warmth we seek out through human touch or affection. It’s calming. By taking things step by step, and day by day. You can decrease your intake of alcohol and nicotine and weed... and slowly try to rely more or water and exercise. Angry? Don’t smoke weed. Get a punching bag, hell punch the air, do push-ups and squats in place. Channel the pain you feel to your muscles through working out- a healthy outlet for pain and stress.
Specialyouare · 36-40, F
I’m not going to sit here and tell you that you need help or to see a professional. I’m here to tell you that you are so SMART you see through the bullshit of what life inevitably IS. There is nothing wrong with you. Now... I know exactly how you feel, because your thoughts are the same thoughts I have had myself.
You know the...
No one cares.
Why keep trying.
Nothing is ever good enough for anyone.
I give all my love and in return I’m spat at in my face.
Then I realized. People, people are like that. We have a false expectation in our heads that people were kind, honest, fair, reciprocal. Well that’s a lie. Period. Humans LIKE or DON’T LIKE what we perceive with our five senses and we WANT... that is all. Us humans have an EGO so big we seek praise, possession, and control. We want to control what people do and say.
“My boyfriend stood me up and didn’t call me, he shouldn’t be that way!”
“People should say nice words to me, not treat me like shit.”
And when we can’t control what people say and do... damn our ego and desire for control goes CRAZY. Let people seek YOU out. I used to be the one always looking to call and text others. Now? Now I say... fuck it... if someone wants to see me THEY text me and if I want to reply I will, if not.. I won’t. Can we be the ones to congratulate ourselves for our efforts despite the voices around us that tell us we’re too slow, too lazy, a good for nothing?
Our pain comes from false expectations of people.
Dogs bark.
Cats meow.
People talk shit, complain, seek control, and want more.
You know the...
No one cares.
Why keep trying.
Nothing is ever good enough for anyone.
I give all my love and in return I’m spat at in my face.
Then I realized. People, people are like that. We have a false expectation in our heads that people were kind, honest, fair, reciprocal. Well that’s a lie. Period. Humans LIKE or DON’T LIKE what we perceive with our five senses and we WANT... that is all. Us humans have an EGO so big we seek praise, possession, and control. We want to control what people do and say.
“My boyfriend stood me up and didn’t call me, he shouldn’t be that way!”
“People should say nice words to me, not treat me like shit.”
And when we can’t control what people say and do... damn our ego and desire for control goes CRAZY. Let people seek YOU out. I used to be the one always looking to call and text others. Now? Now I say... fuck it... if someone wants to see me THEY text me and if I want to reply I will, if not.. I won’t. Can we be the ones to congratulate ourselves for our efforts despite the voices around us that tell us we’re too slow, too lazy, a good for nothing?
Our pain comes from false expectations of people.
Dogs bark.
Cats meow.
People talk shit, complain, seek control, and want more.
Lust4lufe · 26-30, M
@SW-User I needed her. I need her more now than I ever have in my entire life, and I’m so scared. @Specialyouare
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Lust4lufe · 26-30, M
@KellyLancaster sounds like great outcomes for them. And sounds like they were able to make it through and experience regret. I don’t leave room for regret anymore. I do what I do, and let the consequences be what they are. What does it matter? It’s just not for me
Lust4lufe · 26-30, M
@KellyLancaster I’m letting go
Lust4lufe · 26-30, M
It’s what she wanted me to work on. I wanna help. @KellyLancaster
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thats not cool to think about.. take care of your issue and be happy.. thats what i did
Lust4lufe · 26-30, M
Glad you “did that” you deserve to be happy@SW-User