Do you have a friend who drains you of energy?

Like I got this girl friend who is pre transition, she is buried deep to protect herself. And stuck in the weird place where "man mode" is her default. I listen and try to help her find herself or whatevs.
And it's lonely there 2, coz most peeps u know, aren't talking to the real you😭😭.

But this creates problems, she kinda gets envious coz Im livin her dream and I get dragged back to feels I dont wanna remember. Also english isn't her first language, so that makes it hard for me too, she can't find the phrasing or words. And I rite lik this 2 *laughs*, probs doesn't help.

Anyways the buried girl🥰 seems super nice so I keep at it❤.