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I Wish

...I didn't have to pretend with you. Hide behind a fake smile, cheery words, canned laughter. I don't want you to know that I'm hurting, that I'm crashing, my world is turned upside down. My heart is ruined, my soul is torn, my pillow is wet with tears. You will never know that. I will never tell.
I can't breathe, my thoughts are persistent, my focus is gone, my emotions are tattered.

I am scared. I am alone and I am slowly dying. This mess I've caused myself. And no one cares. No one is around
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I'm torn between screaming - leave me alone and please come save me. I truly hate every minute of my life right now. Just painful. Everywhere I turn. Pain.
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It feels that way; no one cares, no one wants to find out how you really are. the question is simply a courtesy - 'hi how are you today?' - but nothing more than that.
The crashing of the world is heard only to you, every one hears silence. Yet they want to know why you're so quiet.
sighmeupforthat · 46-50, M
no one wants to see MY smile.

the avatar has all it's teeth.




oh and you told.


(my death has been suspended by doctors and pharmaceutical companies controlled by bean counting desk jockies with no soul.......)
GypsyMiss · 46-50, F
SW-User
What?? ...are you talking about?

 
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