I Wish
I wish I can go back to school .. Every year around this time, everyone is getting ready to be back to school, I wish I could do the same.
I used to be a good student throughout high school, I had good grades in college as well. Suddenly, I failed a test and I know for sure that I shouldn't have failed, it turned out there was a mistake. The professor refused to fix it. It was my last year in college, I had a fight with him and since the system is corrupted here, I was on a black list, and I didn't pass the year. I repeated that year 3 times, but I still had same bad grades. I gave up and dropped out, I found a job first as a tourist guide then as an assistant. To work I had get a document that says that I will never go back to school. I don't have the right to get my scholar file. So now I can't go back to school, and my heart is breaking. Because after years and years of hard work and surviving terrible education system, I don't have a college degree. I was so ambitious and I wanted to go for Masters and PhD. Now I don't have even a simple college degree.
I wish I can go back to school and get my degree. I swear no matter how many times I complained about school and studying and homework, I would do anything to go back.
I'm not allowed to do that here in my country, and I don't have money to apply for abroad school, even if I had money, I don't have my scholar file.
and now I'm just an assistant when I can do much much better.
I used to be a good student throughout high school, I had good grades in college as well. Suddenly, I failed a test and I know for sure that I shouldn't have failed, it turned out there was a mistake. The professor refused to fix it. It was my last year in college, I had a fight with him and since the system is corrupted here, I was on a black list, and I didn't pass the year. I repeated that year 3 times, but I still had same bad grades. I gave up and dropped out, I found a job first as a tourist guide then as an assistant. To work I had get a document that says that I will never go back to school. I don't have the right to get my scholar file. So now I can't go back to school, and my heart is breaking. Because after years and years of hard work and surviving terrible education system, I don't have a college degree. I was so ambitious and I wanted to go for Masters and PhD. Now I don't have even a simple college degree.
I wish I can go back to school and get my degree. I swear no matter how many times I complained about school and studying and homework, I would do anything to go back.
I'm not allowed to do that here in my country, and I don't have money to apply for abroad school, even if I had money, I don't have my scholar file.
and now I'm just an assistant when I can do much much better.
