thank you so much.

@sweetiepiehuggs: your wwlcome

thank you hun.

thank you very much.

take as much time as you need to grieve and don't let people tell you that you're young and will find another love - just nod and smile - they mean well

thank you.

thank you hun. hugs back.

no. but I am trying. I feel like the days are getting harder because everything is becoming more real. But I am keeping busy and surrounding myself with people and I have a really good support system. Its just all those little things you know. They seem to hit you all of a sudden. And I don't know how I am going to deal with the holidays yet. But I am taking it one day at a time.

@sweetiepiehuggs: Having gone through a similar thing, I'd suggest that you rent a storage unit and empty your home of everything that was HIS and that reminds/triggers you about HIM.. You can deal with it all later...
Even your clothes that HE liked you to wear and hobby items you two shared.
Then I'd begin telling your circle of friends that you do NOT want to dwell on HIM for a while (some will go away)..
It will allow you some space to heal (not forget) without so much pain.

I am sorry as well hun. Hugs

thank you

thank you hun.